Everything is Scary Again
A poem I made when feeling down
Mum and daddy are yelling again
Everything feelin scary again
I feel like I'm gonna die again
Why must I feel this fear again?
I should be use to it by now
Yelling over yelling, a cacophony to the ears
Children's tears; mum, dad, please stop!
But you can't hear it over the relentless shouts
I'm sorry I keep getting into fights at school
But don't tell me to control myself when you two cant help yourselves
Violence against violence; my fist and theirs.
Addicted adrenaline junky, you'll never stop me
I know I can't live up to expectations
So instead, I'd rather die
Than accidentally defy
But all I'm going to keep doing is cry