The news, that powerful pinching feeling you just can't ignore, and the ever repeating dilemma - Should I tell her?
If you could catch a flight anytime you want, would you live abroad and visit here every once in a while?
I think I love you, I figured it out recently, but I think I'm in love with you for a while now.
Every time I see you, I immediately smile; Any time I'm beside you I'm happy through the roof.
You are so beautiful, funny, smart and good. I know many people, special and interesting - But none of them as fascinating as you are. And your devotion to the people important to you, you taught me a lot about friendship and love, I don't know how it's possible not to fall for you.
Up until being released to being a citizen, I have lived in a framework, school, military - Ever since I was released I needed something else to drive me forwards.
You, you are that motivation, I would do anything I possibly can to ensure you the best life you could dream up, a life without stress and with many good experiences.
It's no news, I'm not Mr. Confidence, and I am certainly not handsome or impressive. This world might not work like “Beauty and the Geek”, but I am invested and caring, and completely devoted, and I believe you can be happy with me.
I have battled myself a lot to build up the courage needed to come forward to you, fearing this wonderful friendship of ours might be damaged and turn awkward - But I can't ignore it any longer, and I know that I won't be truly happy if I don't confess.
Will you allow me to be a part of your life and dedicate my own to you? I know we're not besties, and I know this is not completely two sided, I'm Dean after all, but I wondered if you'd at least give me a chance?
Many men have sexual fantasies, but I fantasize about the important things - The relationship, and everything that comes with it. Trips around the world and unforgettable adventures, getting to know, and becoming part of the family, building a house on the beach, and especially - Sharing this life with you.
And if not, I just hope we can at least stay friends, because your friendship is the single dearest and most important thing I have, and I wouldn't want to lose it over some awkward confession.